There's been some time away from poker for me recently, well as you can see I've tried to come back to it a few times but with limited success. My mind is unfocused and I've been able to concentrate as long as I used to be able to when I was playing for full days. My thought is if I get this going again then maybe I'll start taking that seriously again too.
One thing that seemed to effect my desire to play was moving my accounts from Excel, first to try and let Hold'em Manager handle that for me and then to an App I have on my Android smartphone. Both did the job well but it left me feeling disconnected to the process and more willing to throw my money away. The plan is to set up my excel accounts again and hopefully will make me get too attached to money as I used to be. There was a long time there where I needed to care less about losing but something about me doesn't care anymore which would be good except I care less about winning too, somethings gone but if I can start playing properly again I think I'd be a much better player than before, in more control and hopefully start making some cash.
